Even living some 12,000 miles away I knew something was wrong with MY club.
A Tifo for an Empty Stand articulated perfectly what that “something” was. It resonated with me and I suspect many fans who love Crystal Palace.
I love this club. I mean I f@@king love this club. This is MY club, MY people, MY family. And it’s falling apart. Not on the pitch - bad performances, relegations, disappointments, they’re just part of it - par for the course if you like. Far more worrying is what is happening off the pitch. I don’t support the club for possible success - who does? But for that “feeling”. The feeling of belonging, the feeling of being proud, the feeling of being part of something not so mainstream.
I first went to Selhurst Park aged six in 1970 with my Dad. I can’t remember the opponents, or the journey to the ground, or entering the Old Stand. But I vividly remember seeing the pitch for the first time and looking across at the, to this six year old boy at least, voluminous Arthur Wait stand. It was like a cathedral with the claret and light blue roof facade. I was in, I was ALL in.
Over the next 30 years or so I travelled all over the country with my Dad following the team. Some highs and some lows - but that was never really the point.
In 2005 I moved to Australia and because of distance and time I thought the love affair would end. I couldn’t have been further wrong. Getting up at 2, 3, 4 in the morning. Putting on the shirt and scarf and hat to watch the game on TV. A win and the entire day would be joyous. A defeat meant just a bloody long day!!
I managed to get a ticket for the 2025 final. I didn’t expect to win. I just wanted to physically rejoin my family, my people and create a memory.
I was six rows from the front and right next to the HF. They had formed shortly after I left England. On the 17 May 2025 I experienced them for the first time. They did not disappoint. The noise, energy and passion blew me away. That and getting the other 30000 or so Palace fans to follow is something that will stay with me for ever. I swear that result was because of the constant support for the team that they provided.
And now towards the end of 2026 that is disappearing before my eyes. It’s absolutely heartbreaking.
A Tifo for an Empty Stand put in words what I was feeling.
I hope that the powers that be will listen and not let something so precious just fade away into bland numbness.
Morgan